right now this sort of nonsense is on my mind, I'm in love with someone, she's perfect in every way, who doesn't feel the same way, I'm drunk (or I wouldn't bother with this) and basically my heads fucked. I can't get my life together because there's no fucking point. the only reason to ever plan for the future is an absolute no-go, I do she doesn't. anyway, I'm not recommending this shit to anyone, personally I despise myself for the weakness inherant in even considering suicide for a second. If any of you really are going to kill yourselves then you're fucking idiots, you're David E. Kelley too, at least became alchoholics and throw rabbits instead, that's constructive. ok, if I do it, which I seriously might, I haven't decided, if I do the best way is go into the kitchen, put a pillow on the floor, turn the oven on, stick my head on it and just fall asleep. open the windows of course, I don't want to explode my neighbours, even that fucking old bitch from next door.
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