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I am going to be commiting suicide later this week and i thought i'd leave my life story somewhere for people to read even though it is probably of no interest to anyone.
I have suffered with something being wrong with me all my love, i was a very nervous child and bullied all through school, my grandad died and my parents divorced in the space of a couple of years. I then decided to try and better myself and rightly or wrongly i became a football hooligan to try and have people around me who made me look good.After 3 years they all turned on me(they suspected i was a police informant which i wasnt) but i fell in love with the most beautiful girl ive ever seen and for some strange reason she stayed with me.I was 19 she was 20 and she had 2 beautiful little boys aged 4 and 2 who i adored, after 18 months of our relationship she cheated on me and left me for my best mate, and i took an overdose and failed, however 5 months later she broke up with him and we got back together,
2 and a half months ago she asked me to leave her house (where we lived) and she said she didnt love me anymore, she recently said she does still love me but dosent want to be with me(blatantly what she had read in a book or summat to try n keep me alive). I'm now homeless crashing on peoples floors wherever i can, in 2 and a half months ive lost my partner, my 2 little boys, my home and my cars and 90% of my possessions.I hate myself as well as loving her and the boys with everything i have got and nobody can understand this.
Sorry for taking up your time whoevers reading this i just wanted to have my story down on paper somewhere for some reason although hopefully by the time u read this i will be dead.
Hayden Dando
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