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my reason for suicide my name is travis reisdorf im 17 born on aug 4 my whole life ive been the odd one out i was always made fun of and never felt loved my whole life. when i was 16 i met the most beautiful girl in my whole life and with in 3 days of going out with her she moved. i waited things blew over lost my virginity with her and now shes pregnent and is now dating some one. i thought i would never regain that love until i met the most perfect girl in my whole life. she was sweet quiet and she loved me for who i am. even thought i was an ass hole. now she has finally realized how worthless i really am and how my life is going compleatly nowhere. i am failing school and i have yet to find someone who cares. all my friends have forgotten me and every day i wish i would die. and i strain my mind on thoughts of painless suicide, if she will ever love me again and the thought of suicide bringing me to a eternal hell. the real awnser to suicide is where will i be. i personally want to die because i am in no way helping this world or in no way doing any thing with it. i am only hurting people and taking up space. the only reason i have not commited suicide yet is because i am shure if i die i will wonder somewhere else and be as lonely and as dead an ill fated as i am now. their is no escape from this world and the pain it brings their will always be suffering their is no easy way out. i just pray every day that god will just take me and let me be happy with him. i just hope that one day i wont be scared and i will decide weather to suicide or take it like a man
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