i just thought i would share. i mean, it started with this incredibly weird dream about my friend larry marrying my friend lisa (who is a nun)... and right after i woke up and was still confused, larry called me and that confused me even more. and then i got back from class and my ex-boyfriend who i haven't seen since last may was in my living room... and he followed me into my bedroom when i came here to check my voicemail, and he kept hugging me and putting his arms around me and i just kept stepping away and stiffening up, and now i'm worried that he's gonna want to get back together next year, which i don't want-- but i don't want to say anything to him in case i'm just jumping to conclusions. and in any case, it really made me uncomfortable because i didn't know how to react. and he was asking if i was busy tonight and tomorrow-- which i am-- but i think he thought i was just avoiding spending time with him.... and it's all just too strange for me.
-- and maybe it doesn't seem that weird now, but it's definitely out of the ordinary for me and i don't know how to deal with it... --
Pseu
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