03/11/00: Awwwwww, X....

Posted By: the_celluloid_prophet


...You sound a wee bit UPSET about all that.

I'm kinda surprised you have feelings. (Too bad - this means you ARE a part of the human race so my cynicism went up a notch.)

That's the point, X - I never would have posted that if you hadn't done the same exact thing FIRST. I treat people how they treat me. Many times, I treat them better than they deserve. Occasionally, you'll find someone that tests my limits and that I'm downright mean to. Everyone has their breaking point. It doesn't happen often to me.

I thought about not posting that. I told myself it was wrong. Then I remembered that you've NEVER taken me into consideration in the same way, you've never considered me or my feelings, you've never given a SHIT about me. So fuck you. I don't owe you anything.

I realize (or hope, anyway) that you're partially a caricature. Some of the things you say are taken too seriously - I even sometimes find them funny - the anti-women, anti-gay, anti-black, anti-everything attitude you have.

I still wonder why you are so obsessed with my sexuality. Anything I post at all, you have to start a conversation about homosexuality, as if that is my only personality trait. Remember the Buffalo 66 thread? THREE times you made a post in that thread about lesbians (while the thread had absolutely NOTHING to do with lesbians). I tried to ignore you. You kept posting it. Until finally, I just got fed up and said there were no fucking lesbians in the film. You do this all the time. I CAN'T escape that part of myself around you, because you make it an impossibility.

I know you see ME as a caricature, as a lesbian fucking cartoon. Well, I'm not. I'm a real person. Not like you care or ever cared.

You're one of the most callous, hard-hearted and cold people I've ever met. I'm sure you're damn proud of that, aren't you? It's so un-SHEEP like of you.

You know I've tried countless times in these forums to be nice to you. I always have. And you've shot me down every step of the way. How big of you.

So I realize this post isn't gonna change a fucking thing, and you're going to go on being the fucking asshole you've always been to me.

Go on, you know you want to.

TCP


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