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1. Have you ever felt that you were in love?
Yep.
2. Do you masturbate when separated from your special someone and do you picture that special someone or what?
I'm an oddball (right out with it). Honestly (and this is the truth here), i had NEVER masturbated before i was almost 20. EVER. Then i met the girl who i thought was 'the girl'. It was somewhat of a long distance reliationship, most of the time, and she enjoyed recounting to me that she masturbated to thoughts of me all the time. She then began inquiring as to whether i did the same over her. Not wanting to hurt her feelings (I'm the only person i know who had never masturbated, before), i said "Of course". She then inquired as to if, possibly, someday, when we were talking on the phone, i wouldn't mind masturbating for her. (Talk about deer in the headlights!).. Well, silly me (because i was in love with this girl and would've done ANYTHING for her (and did :P, said "Sure".
The first couple experiences were dreadful. I actually faked several orgasms over the phone for her (how many times can GUYS say they faked orgasms, huh?)
The REAL pressure, however, was yet to come..
One of the times that i went down to visit her in school...err... okay, i'll stop :)
3. Is there such thing as true love or is it a movie construct?
I still have hope that it exists..
4. Are you attracted to someone because of how they look or their personality or a combo or something else (like nice feet)?
At this point, if they're willing to say they think i'm funny, i'll be attracted to them..
5. How much trouble are you willing to go to get to that one person you have to have?
Used to be willing to go to the end of the earth. Then had an instance where my confidence was absolutely shot, and i feared i had lost my passion..
Then i caught the soldering iron.. The fire is still there :)
6. Have you ever become a stalker and the subject of unrequited love?
Borderline.. Not so much a stalker as incredibly suicidal..I just wanted to get a straight answer as to why it was that she decided to call off our relationship JUST as we were about to have the chance to actually live together for an extended period..(and why the heck it was that she did so by email!).. I never spoke to her over the phone.. I never went to see her.. It was all strictly email, after that.. And i never did really stalk her.. It was usually her who initiated the email sending, with something like "I want to be your friend, still".. I'd always respond with "What went wrong? What did i do? Did you find someone else?" To which she would respond "If you continue harassing me, i'll call the professionals".. So i would stop emailling her.. Then we'd somehow start emailling again, and the same process would occur, always ending with "If you continue to harass me, i'll call the professionals".. (I always wondered who the professionals were.. But at any rate, i think it was her saying this, more then anything, that caused me to start to feel as if there was something wrong with me.. At this point, i became suicidal.. Somehow, she got word of this, and emailled me saying she'd be willing to talk with me over the phone.. Smelling this as just being another step in the 'proving that Drew is a stalking-psychopath' trend she had going, i told her that i wasn't interested in talking to her over the phone (HA!)I'm finally starting to realize that there wasn't anything wrong with me..Unfortunately, i'm also realizing that i'm no longer the really nice person i used to be...The damned girl took my smile....
7. Do you go for public affection or do you puke when you see it or what?
Well, i tend to shy away from it, personally.. Have had a couple of partners who go for exhibitionism, though, and i've partaken in it, occassionally...
8. Is Kate Beckinsale really as hot as she's cracked up to be? For the ladies you can judge John Kusack.
You spelt Cusack wrong...
9. Do you fall "in-love" more easily during certain conditions? You know like if you're inebriated or on the rebound?
When i'm lonely...
10. Are these questions too personal and what the fuck are you gonna do about it (aside from not answering the questions like a rotten little kid)?
Pah, it actually felt good saying some of this stuff :)
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